From the recording Dark Matter
It's always easy to point the finger to a sick person. But what if that sick person could rime his heart? A double-character song, enhanced with a rap part - my actual first ever! "Implode" was inspired by my meeting toxic people and having to deal and cooperate with them. Keeping all excused hate aside, I decided to walk on their shoes, and speak their minds.
ATTENTION: EXPLICIT LYRICS
Lyrics
Hazy morning
Every morning
Tis not the way
you're supposed to be feeling
I know
You're very sick
Inside
Touch the sunlight
By permission of your fears
Kiss the twilight, kill the sunshine
just because your life is void
Complicate it, break it, fake it
till perversion takes it toll
You're on your own.
How f*cked up your life is
Screaming in agony
You left it fade away
You made it a supermassive black hole
And you'll implode
I remember the times when I was open
Like the sun, like a good omen
I remember I sought to have it my way
My way, but it all fades away now
And I'm not an easy person to deal with
As my demons share the same room with my angels
in a battle for more, in a struggle to lure my instincts
out of the hole.
A ghost.
That's what my inner animal has become
A door to the unknown secrets of this castle.
Hustle.
There's nothing more than the fight to stay alive
And head for more
To become what I have know to be me
In a newer version
A true conversion
And live for more.
How f*cked up your life is
Screaming in agony
You left it fade away
You made it a supermassive black hole
And you'll implode